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Piercing Eyes of Green
By Michelene K. Bell
Kalisad Oct. 1989
- Oct. 2010
He was nine and a half weeks old when he entered my life in 1989. He was a
Christmas gift; one which I did not desire. You see, I am allergic to cats and
have never wanted one…guess I was always more partial to dogs.
Well, I brought him home and informed him that he could keep his claws if he
kept them out of the furniture. He was a striking black kitty with piercing
green eyes that seemed to look deep into one’s soul. He informed me that his
name was to be “Kalisad” which meant, “Bearer of Light” … this would prove to be
the perfect name.
So, in December of 1989 the journey with this remarkable kitty began. It did not
take him long to train me (as I think most animals do) and soon we had a working
relationship. Kalisad seemed to know about the furniture part and he respected
that; not once did he scratch the furniture. Of course, I found myself becoming
more attached to this small Deva-Shawn and I decided to keep him (or perhaps he
decided to keep me). I also had to change my idea of being allergic to
cats…which I did; guess love can do amazing things.
I remember the one time he got drunk on Kahlua and he staggered off my lap,
trying to navigate the living room. It was so funny that I just had to laugh.
That was his one and only time.
I know that we, who have pets, believe them to be the most special and perfect
of animals. Well, I am here to tell you that Kalisad was such a kitty. He wasn’t
typical by any means. He didn’t get up on cabinets nor tables. He seemed to
understand his boundaries and stayed within them. As an indoor kitty he was
well-mannered when I took him out; he didn’t run off but rather stayed by my
side. Even though he was independent, it seemed he was always trying to please
me.
He was fearless when it came to dogs and I would swear that he thought he was
one. I knew I had to watch him as he would let the dog know who was the Alpha
male…(he always won that contest).
He didn’t run from the vacuum cleaner or the water bottle. Once, when I had
company, we were all on the living room floor. Kalisad seemed on a mission to
get in the lady’s face (who was highly allergic). I got the water bottle and
before all was said and done, it was empty, he was dripping wet and he had not
moved from his spot in front of our guest.
Later, through a pet communicator I found out he did not appreciate the bath
seeing as how he was doing his job.
Another time he was in the living room as I was visiting with my friend Lee. As
Kalisad stared intently at her, he sat up on his haunches and used his paws as
if gathering something up. Come to find out, Kalisad was seeing Lee’s totem
animal which was an Eagle. Interesting.
Then there were those times when others would see his features change from that
of my beloved kitty to that of a black panther or an Egyptian cat…his
overshadowing was impressive and unmistakable. For me he was revisiting other
lifetimes; however, that is my belief.
I feel Kalisad was such a good kitty because in his 22 years he was never called
“bad”. He was always called “good” and whenever he did mischievous deeds I would
tell him that was unacceptable…but never bad.
He didn’t wake me up, had no set time for feedings and would follow me all
around the house if I had a brush in my hand. He loved to “bonk” my nose, play
fetch and chase string all around the house. Kalisad was my baby and I must say
I learned so much from him.
He was an old soul that had a purpose. He was such a wonderful part of my
life…my companion and best friend.
Recently he started getting sick. He stopped eating and drinking; began to lose
weight and eventually not able to walk without falling over. I knew it was
nearing the end of his life. His body was breaking down and it broke my heart to
see him not able to function.
I cried a lot and prayed to Saint Francis and the angels to take him in his
sleep…yet he refused to go.
After searching for the right place to take him, I came upon a holistic vet, Dr.
Nancy Brandt. When I called, Judy, her receptionist was very kind and
compassionate and we set an appointment. My friend, Regina picked me up and we
drove together to take Kalisad to his next destination where he would begin a
new life.
While in the car Kalisad laid his head on my chest and then laid down, his head
in my hand. Before we got to the vet, he managed to bonk my noise a few times
and now I realize it was his way of saying, “I love you” as well as “goodbye”.
It was hard that day and tears were part of the ritual and grieving process.
When we met Dr. Brandt, I knew we had come to the right place. Kalisad was
suffering from kidney shutdown and as she talked with his soul I realized this
woman was genuine.
Kalisad was ready to go; however, he wasn’t convinced I was ready to let him go.
He wanted to be sure I stayed around after his transition and made me promise to
do so. The doc told me things that he was imparting to her that only I knew…this
is what convinced me of her authenticity. Of course, I wasn’t a happy camper
having Kalisad give away my secrets.
It was time to say goodbye to my beloved friend, my companion. As I looked into
his beautiful green eyes I saw that he was ready. Kalisad knew his time was over
and the love I felt was overwhelming. My years with him were good, filled with
unconditional love, humor and lesson learning…him being my teacher.
Although his body is gone, Kalisad’s spirit remains. His presence permeates my
home and I know he is in a better place. His legacy, one of love, gave so much
to all those he met.
I realize he did indeed have a purpose. He left when he knew I would be safe and
happy (which happened when I moved into my new home that I love).
They say the “eyes are the windows to the soul” and just before Kalisad made his
transition I gazed into those eyes of green and saw that he was at peace. His
soul was so ready.
For those who ask, “do animals have souls?” I am here to tell you…absolutely!
You see, when he transitioned, his eyes became lifeless and a vacant stare…there
was no soul to light those piercing green eyes. Do animals have souls you ask?
…what do you think?
Intelligent, beautiful and in this case, an old soul, Kalisad will forever be in
my heart and in the hearts of those who knew him. You will be missed my dear,
dear friend. Until we meet again, be happy and enjoy your new found freedom.
As an additional note; a dear friend sent me something I wish to share with all
animal lovers. Enjoy!
 Just This Side Of Heaven Is A Place
Called Rainbow Bridge…
Author Unknown
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet
goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special
friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and
sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been
ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are
made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and
times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing;
they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all
run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into
the distance. Kalisad’s bright green eyes are intent; His eager body quivers.
Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs
carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your
best friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be
parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the
beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of Kalisad, so long
gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Then you cross Rainbow
Bridge together.
There are many avenues in which we learn various lessons in life. For me it was
my beloved kitty of 22 years. He taught me patience with his independence; he
taught me laughter with his comical antics. He tried to teach me moderation in
all things, especially my tendency to work overtime…guess he’ll have to come
back and do that one with me again! One of the most important lessons I learned
from Kalisad was unconditional love. Regardless of what was going on, he always
was there for me, always greeting me and always bonking my nose to say “I love
you.”
Yes, love was a major part of our lives together, one that I will be forever
grateful for and one I shall remember if and when he returns to me…for you see,
I know he will. Farewell my friend, until we meet again.
P.S. Lest I forget, I thank Dr. Nancy Brandt for her perceptions, kindness and
compassion. She is a remarkable woman and very tuned-in to our pets on a psychic
(spiritual) level. And thank you Judy for going beyond your day to meet Kalisad
and myself. Your caring touched my heart.
To Regina Murphy, there are no words to describe your generosity, your love and
compassion. Thank you for being there and for all the wonderful photos.
I acknowledge and appreciate those who supported me during this time: Eugenia,
Dyana, Michele, Pam, Pat, Annette, Aaron, Sophia, Mary and Caroline.
In Love, Light & Gratitude
Michelene
Michelene K Bell is a freelance writer, editor and publisher of
In Light Times. She enjoys good conversations with friends, loves great
food, going to the movies, traveling, playing games and just having fun.
www.InLightimes.com. |
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