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A Feline Example
on Courage
By Sheryl Joy Olaño
Fangs Killer claws. Hisses, grrrs…and
later, yelps. Who is not familiar with cat-dog combats? It’s a
“hair-raising” party of limbs and tails and yes, the loser sheds most of
the fur- mostly, the cat.
It was night time and I was in the living room reading a tear-jerker
when I heard a throaty, prolonged and wavering wail. Instantly I dropped
the book and rushed to the door with one thought in mind - my cat was
under attack. The thought brought an ugly picture to my head. I feared
an on-the-prowl Sparky or a hyperactive Caesar or worse, the Big Dogs on
the Block (BDOB a.k.a. askal) was circling my Khufu in anticipation of
tearing her apart.
So you could just imagine the shock on my face when I caught Khufu
chasing Sparky, a dog two times her size. A dog. My cat just chased a
dog. I thought it only happens on TV.
“You were supposed to be helpless,” I scolded Khufu but actually I was
torn between being proud of the cat and being afraid of it as it sat on
its hind, licking its paws…Sparky completely forgotten.
But then my memory bank had retrieved from its archives a plausible
explanation about what had transpired in the scene of the crime. Said
dog seemed to have a phobia with cats for once upon a time it received a
blow from a cat’s paw on the head. So I thought my cat was just plain
lucky. Sparky would avert from anything that meows.
But then another weird night came and dogs were running for their tails.
The militant cat had struck again.
Dogs. Not one, but two. Dogs- definitely not puppies. One was Caesar and
the other was a BDOB — both bigger than Sparky. I was impressed.
Perhaps it would happen again, perhaps not. But I wouldn’t want my
feline friend to make it a hobby or she’ll drive all the dogs away.
Here’s the norm: cats are to be chased by dogs. The poor cat must have
gotten tired of running for her life that she decided to make a brave,
yet an unthinkable move, to alter cat life in our dog-infested
neighborhood.
It seems she has gathered up her tattered pride and charge, come what
may, to make a statement in the name of the feline race. The statement
would be: We cats may be soft, but we are not fragile.
How easy it is for us to run away from our fears or to give in to the
unfairness of the bullies to avert the hassles and side effects of
battle, having known not the possible victories we could achieve…dreams
stay as mere dreams.
But fear is fear. If only we could just throw it out the window and have
it locked out from our minds. But fear is a part of our existence. It is
a psychological battle, a tug-of-war between yes and no. For me, it is
not something we bulldoze in a day. I remember how my cat used to
sacrifice her food to the dogs and be rooted indoors. It took her time
to gain the courage to go against the norm we thought could never be
changed.
Have you ever experienced one of those rare moments when a thing or two
just happen way beyond normal? You learn things from cats.
Perhaps the pass-port to courage is to be sure of who we are, to
believe, to act big no matter how small, like the cat that fought for
its claim of territory and demand for respect with a personality bigger
than a dog.
We all have our own dogs to chase to turn our “impossible” into a badge
we can proudly wear. As for me, I’m not done with mine yet.
Sheryl is a journalism
graduate who writes short stories, poetry, essays and novels. She is
junior editor of the publishing company CannonCreek Asia Inc.
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